I am taking a test in less than 24 hours that determines my future as a nurse. Funny thing is, I am calm about the test. . . but I am freaking out about the fact that I am so calm. What is wrong with me? I know I know everything I need to know for this test. I have been learning and studying for it for the past 3.5 years. I am only freaking out because I am afraid of my confidence in myself. What if I am wrong? What if I don't know what I am doing? I never thought I would lust after 2 letters, but having those letters "RN" after my name is fulfilling a dream that I have had for way too long. I'm playing head games with myself and it all seems so silly.
It's a snowy day, I have homemade chicken soup simmering for dinner, my kids are home on February break. All is right with the world, except that test that looms on Thursday. I can't wait until it is behind me and I can forge ahead into the insane professional world of nursing.
For now I guess I will just be calm, and freak out about it.
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